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:''While me and Xaldin explored Beast's Castle, we found something he wants to | :''While me and Xaldin explored Beast's Castle, we found something he wants to | ||
protect...Xaldin says that's a weakness, but I'm not so sure. What does it | :''protect...Xaldin says that's a weakness, but I'm not so sure. What does it | ||
mean to care about something that much? I don't, so it's hard to wrap my head | :''mean to care about something that much? I don't, so it's hard to wrap my head | ||
around the whole idea.'' | :''around the whole idea.'' | ||
===Day 149: WINNER=== | ===Day 149: WINNER=== | ||
:''Today's mission took me to a new world. It was a weird place. I was up on the | :''Today's mission took me to a new world. It was a weird place. I was up on the | ||
clock tower afterwards when Axel turned up after being away forever. He said he | :''clock tower afterwards when Axel turned up after being away forever. He said he | ||
finished that long mission. But this time Xion didn't show.'' | :''finished that long mission. But this time Xion didn't show.'' | ||
:''I was gonna give Axel that WINNER stick, but I should wait until I get another | :''I was gonna give Axel that WINNER stick, but I should wait until I get another | ||
one. It wouldn't be fair to leave Xion out.'' | :''one. It wouldn't be fair to leave Xion out.'' | ||
===Day 150: Too Precious to Lose=== | ===Day 150: Too Precious to Lose=== | ||
'Xion didn't come to the clock tower again today. She and Saïx had some kind of | :''Xion didn't come to the clock tower again today. She and Saïx had some kind of | ||
argument.'' | :''argument.'' | ||
:''Axel and I talked for a while about the things we can't bear to lose. Axel | :''Axel and I talked for a while about the things we can't bear to lose. Axel | ||
thinks that for Nobodies, it's our pasts, because that's all we have to | :''thinks that for Nobodies, it's our pasts, because that's all we have to | ||
remember the pain of losing something. I don't remember my past, but the idea | :''remember the pain of losing something. I don't remember my past, but the idea | ||
of losing the present—Axel or Xion—scares me.'' | :''of losing the present—Axel or Xion—scares me.'' | ||
===Day 151: What Makes Us Different=== | ===Day 151: What Makes Us Different=== | ||
:''I ran into Xion in Twilight Town. I guess she messed up a mission pretty bad | :''I ran into Xion in Twilight Town. I guess she messed up a mission pretty bad | ||
the other day, and it's been bugging her.'' | :''the other day, and it's been bugging her.'' | ||
:''We went up to the clock tower afterwards. She said me and her are different— | :''We went up to the clock tower afterwards. She said me and her are different— | ||
which is pretty obvious if you look at us, but I don't think that's what she | :''which is pretty obvious if you look at us, but I don't think that's what she | ||
meant. A lot seems to be on her mind, and it's not the same as what's on mine.'' | :''meant. A lot seems to be on her mind, and it's not the same as what's on mine.'' | ||
===Day 152: I Don't Get It=== | ===Day 152: I Don't Get It=== | ||
:''I think Xion might be mad at me, but I don't know why. Axel says girls are | :''I think Xion might be mad at me, but I don't know why. Axel says girls are | ||
complicated. You can't press the wrong buttons. Like I'm supposed to know what | :''complicated. You can't press the wrong buttons. Like I'm supposed to know what | ||
the right ones are.'' | :''the right ones are.'' | ||
===Day 153: No Taste for It=== | ===Day 153: No Taste for It=== | ||
:''It's hard spending time with Xion, and Axel seems busy, too. I've been having | :''It's hard spending time with Xion, and Axel seems busy, too. I've been having | ||
ice cream alone, but it's just not the same. All I taste is the salt, and my | :''ice cream alone, but it's just not the same. All I taste is the salt, and my | ||
hands get all sticky. It's like I'm going through the motions of eating it just | :''hands get all sticky. It's like I'm going through the motions of eating it just | ||
so I can throw the stick out and get on with life. I must've had about a | :''so I can throw the stick out and get on with life. I must've had about a | ||
hundred of these things, and I still haven't found another WINNER.'' | :''hundred of these things, and I still haven't found another WINNER.'' | ||
:''I never did find a way to ask Xion about the pictures that go through my head. | :''I never did find a way to ask Xion about the pictures that go through my head. | ||
I don't really know what to do about anything right now.'' | :''I don't really know what to do about anything right now.'' | ||
===Day 171: What's Love?=== | ===Day 171: What's Love?=== | ||
:''On my mission at Beast's Castle, Xaldin told me about "love" and the special | :''On my mission at Beast's Castle, Xaldin told me about "love" and the special | ||
power it has over people.'' | :''power it has over people.'' | ||
:''I tried to ask Axel about it, but his explanation didn't make any sense to me. | :''I tried to ask Axel about it, but his explanation didn't make any sense to me. | ||
Every time I ask him about this kind of thing, he tells me I need a heart to | :''Every time I ask him about this kind of thing, he tells me I need a heart to | ||
understand. It's like he's dodging the questions.'' | :''understand. It's like he's dodging the questions.'' | ||
===Day 172: Xion Collapsed=== | ===Day 172: Xion Collapsed=== | ||
:''Xion failed her mission and now she's in a deep sleep. I thought they were | :''Xion failed her mission and now she's in a deep sleep. I thought they were | ||
lying to me when they told me, but I went to see her, and she really was just | :''lying to me when they told me, but I went to see her, and she really was just | ||
asleep. I left a seashell by her pillow, just like she did for me.'' | :''asleep. I left a seashell by her pillow, just like she did for me.'' | ||
:''Saïx hates her. I don't know why. Maybe he knows more about her than the rest | :''Saïx hates her. I don't know why. Maybe he knows more about her than the rest | ||
of us do.'' | :''of us do.'' | ||
:''Those pictures flashed through my mind again on today's mission (the same boy | :''Those pictures flashed through my mind again on today's mission (the same boy | ||
in red as usual). I guess he's been to Wonderland. I'm still trying to figure | :''in red as usual). I guess he's been to Wonderland. I'm still trying to figure | ||
out what it is I'm seeing.'' | :''out what it is I'm seeing.'' | ||
===Day 173: Picking Up the Slack=== | ===Day 173: Picking Up the Slack=== | ||
:''I've decided to work harder while Xion is asleep to pick up some of the slack. | :''I've decided to work harder while Xion is asleep to pick up some of the slack. | ||
Axel said he asked Saïx about her, but no dice. He did say that Saïx was having | :''Axel said he asked Saïx about her, but no dice. He did say that Saïx was having | ||
second thoughts about calling her broken, though.'' | :''second thoughts about calling her broken, though.'' | ||
:''I just hope we get all this drama ironed out soon, so she doesn't have to wake | :''I just hope we get all this drama ironed out soon, so she doesn't have to wake | ||
up to it.'' | :''up to it.'' | ||
===Day 174: Seashells for Her=== | ===Day 174: Seashells for Her=== | ||
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:''Me and Axel talk about the dumbest stuff now. Afterwards we head back to the | :''Me and Axel talk about the dumbest stuff now. Afterwards we head back to the | ||
castle, and I leave a seashell by Xion's pillow. It would please me to see her | :''castle, and I leave a seashell by Xion's pillow. It would please me to see her | ||
smile when she finds them.'' | :''smile when she finds them.'' | ||
:''Those pictures flashed through my head again in Never Land. And when I flew, it | :''Those pictures flashed through my head again in Never Land. And when I flew, it | ||
felt like I'd done it before. Has the guy in red flown before, is that it?'' | :''felt like I'd done it before. Has the guy in red flown before, is that it?'' | ||
===Day 193: Best Friends=== | ===Day 193: Best Friends=== | ||
:''Xion's awake now. The three of us were gonna go get some ice cream after our | :''Xion's awake now. The three of us were gonna go get some ice cream after our | ||
mission, but she passed out again, so we had to take her home.'' | :''mission, but she passed out again, so we had to take her home.'' | ||
:''I talked with Axel in her room until she woke up. He said the three of us were | :''I talked with Axel in her room until she woke up. He said the three of us were | ||
best friends—inseparable.'' | :''best friends—inseparable.'' | ||
===Day 194: Even Far Apart=== | ===Day 194: Even Far Apart=== | ||
:''We've all started going back to our usual spot after work. Sometimes Axel and | :''We've all started going back to our usual spot after work. Sometimes Axel and | ||
Xion are there waiting for me, other times I get there first.'' | :''Xion are there waiting for me, other times I get there first.'' | ||
:''Things have gotten busier for us, so we can't all make it every day. But even | :''Things have gotten busier for us, so we can't all make it every day. But even | ||
if they're not there, at least now it seems like we're together again. I wonder | :''if they're not there, at least now it seems like we're together again. I wonder | ||
if it seems that way to them, too.'' | :''if it seems that way to them, too.'' | ||
:''I forgot to ask Xion about the pictures in my head again...It was the same kid | :''I forgot to ask Xion about the pictures in my head again...It was the same kid | ||
in red. Who is he? What does he have to do with me?'' | :''in red. Who is he? What does he have to do with me?'' | ||
===Day 224: What's Gotten Into Her?=== | ===Day 224: What's Gotten Into Her?=== | ||
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:''Axel said we should all go to the beach next time we get a vacation. I think he | :''Axel said we should all go to the beach next time we get a vacation. I think he | ||
senses something is wrong, too. That's why he suggested the beach—to make her | :''senses something is wrong, too. That's why he suggested the beach—to make her | ||
feel better.'' | :''feel better.'' | ||
===Day 225: Something Must Be Wrong=== | ===Day 225: Something Must Be Wrong=== | ||
:''Okay, now I'm really worried about Xion. I told Axel, but all he said was that | :''Okay, now I'm really worried about Xion. I told Axel, but all he said was that | ||
she'll get through it.'' | :''she'll get through it.'' | ||
:''He knows something is wrong. I bet he's just telling me that to put my mind at | :''He knows something is wrong. I bet he's just telling me that to put my mind at | ||
ease. Well, it's not working.'' | :''ease. Well, it's not working.'' | ||
===Day 255: Now Axel's Acting Weird=== | ===Day 255: Now Axel's Acting Weird=== | ||
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:''Axel said she got sent on an important mission, but he wouldn't look at me when | :''Axel said she got sent on an important mission, but he wouldn't look at me when | ||
he said it. I've been wondering what's wrong with Xion all this time, but now | :''he said it. I've been wondering what's wrong with Xion all this time, but now | ||
that I stop and think about it, Axel's not himself either.'' | :''that I stop and think about it, Axel's not himself either.'' | ||
===Day 256: Xion's Gone Missing=== | ===Day 256: Xion's Gone Missing=== | ||
:''Xion has gone missing, but nobody said anything about her being hurt, so that's | :''Xion has gone missing, but nobody said anything about her being hurt, so that's | ||
good...I guess.'' | :''good...I guess.'' | ||
:''Did she run off? That doesn't make any sense. Xemnas told us not to go after | :''Did she run off? That doesn't make any sense. Xemnas told us not to go after | ||
her. The way Saïx explained it, it's almost like they don't think she's worth | :''her. The way Saïx explained it, it's almost like they don't think she's worth | ||
getting back.'' | :''getting back.'' | ||
:''What is going on?'' | :''What is going on?'' | ||
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===Day 257: He's Avoiding Me=== | ===Day 257: He's Avoiding Me=== | ||
:''I want to talk to Axel about Xion, but I can't seem to get ten seconds with the | :''I want to talk to Axel about Xion, but I can't seem to get ten seconds with the | ||
guy.'' | :''guy.'' | ||
:''What am I supposed to do? I can't believe he's avoiding me. We're supposed to | :''What am I supposed to do? I can't believe he's avoiding me. We're supposed to | ||
be friends.'' | :''be friends.'' | ||
===Day 276: By the Sea=== | ===Day 276: By the Sea=== | ||
:''I don't remember much about today's mission—just that it was by the beach. Or | :''I don't remember much about today's mission—just that it was by the beach. Or | ||
was it? The mission didn't even feel real.'' | :''was it? The mission didn't even feel real.'' | ||
:''Me and Axel agreed to start looking for Xion tomorrow.'' | :''Me and Axel agreed to start looking for Xion tomorrow.'' | ||
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===Day 277: No Sign of Her=== | ===Day 277: No Sign of Her=== | ||
:''I've looked everywhere for Xion, in every world, but there's just no sign of | :''I've looked everywhere for Xion, in every world, but there's just no sign of | ||
her.'' | :''her.'' | ||
:''Where is she? Why did she leave the Organization? I don't get it, any of it.'' | :''Where is she? Why did she leave the Organization? I don't get it, any of it.'' | ||
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===Day 296: Castle Oblivion=== | ===Day 296: Castle Oblivion=== | ||
:''There's one place we haven't checked yet to see if Xion's there—Castle | :''There's one place we haven't checked yet to see if Xion's there—Castle | ||
Oblivion. When I brought it up with Axel, he surprised me by saying that C.O. | :''Oblivion. When I brought it up with Axel, he surprised me by saying that C.O. | ||
is where Xion comes from. I guess he just found out himself.'' | :''is where Xion comes from. I guess he just found out himself.'' | ||
:''Is that where she is?'' | :''Is that where she is?'' | ||
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===Day 297: Who is That Guy?=== | ===Day 297: Who is That Guy?=== | ||
:''I went to Castle Oblivion to find Xion, but I don't remember anything about it. | :''I went to Castle Oblivion to find Xion, but I don't remember anything about it. | ||
Axel said I collapsed as soon as I got there.'' | :''Axel said I collapsed as soon as I got there.'' | ||
:''I woke up in Twilight Town, and incredibly enough, Xion was there. But she | :''I woke up in Twilight Town, and incredibly enough, Xion was there. But she | ||
wasn't alone—there was this guy with her, and he was wearing the | :''wasn't alone—there was this guy with her, and he was wearing the | ||
Organization's cloak. I could tell by his build that he wasn't one of us, | :''Organization's cloak. I could tell by his build that he wasn't one of us, | ||
though. Who is he?'' | :''though. Who is he?'' | ||
===Day 298: Some Other Way=== | ===Day 298: Some Other Way=== | ||
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:''I know she's acting weird, but I hardly recognize Axel these days either. | :''I know she's acting weird, but I hardly recognize Axel these days either. | ||
What's going through their heads? I feel so left out.'' | :''What's going through their heads? I feel so left out.'' | ||
===Day 299: Sora?=== | ===Day 299: Sora?=== | ||
:''Xemnas told me that "Sora" is the connection between me and Xion. But just who | :''Xemnas told me that "Sora" is the connection between me and Xion. But just who | ||
exactly is Sora?'' | :''exactly is Sora?'' | ||
===Day 300: No Words=== | ===Day 300: No Words=== | ||
:''For the first time in a while, the three of us met up on the clock tower. None | :''For the first time in a while, the three of us met up on the clock tower. None | ||
of us really knew what to say.'' | :''of us really knew what to say.'' | ||
:''We used to talk each other's ears off, but I guess those days are gone.'' | :''We used to talk each other's ears off, but I guess those days are gone.'' | ||
:''So much has happened lately that I've been forgetting to write about those | :''So much has happened lately that I've been forgetting to write about those | ||
pictures in my head. Now it happens even when I'm not on missions. More often, | :''pictures in my head. Now it happens even when I'm not on missions. More often, | ||
too.'' | :''too.'' | ||
:''They even show up in my dreams. Xion told me she has dreams, too. Is all of | :''They even show up in my dreams. Xion told me she has dreams, too. Is all of | ||
this connected?'' | :''this connected?'' | ||
===Day 301: My Dream=== | ===Day 301: My Dream=== | ||
:''I dream all the time now, but I don't sleep well. I wake up tired every day. I | :''I dream all the time now, but I don't sleep well. I wake up tired every day. I | ||
guess that makes them nightmares, not dreams.'' | :''guess that makes them nightmares, not dreams.'' | ||
:''Xion and Axel don't come to the clock tower anymore. I thought maybe if I got | :''Xion and Axel don't come to the clock tower anymore. I thought maybe if I got | ||
everything off my chest with them, I might stop having the nightmares...but so | :''everything off my chest with them, I might stop having the nightmares...but so | ||
much for testing that theory.'' | :''much for testing that theory.'' | ||
===Day 321: No Energy Left=== | ===Day 321: No Energy Left=== | ||
:''I feel so tired—almost disconnected from my body. The dreams have gotten | :''I feel so tired—almost disconnected from my body. The dreams have gotten | ||
stranger. Now I wake up with water on my cheeks. I don't know how it got there, | :''stranger. Now I wake up with water on my cheeks. I don't know how it got there, | ||
but I think there's something really wrong with me.'' | :''but I think there's something really wrong with me.'' | ||
:''Today I was teamed up with Xion. She seems to be in a lot better shape than me. | :''Today I was teamed up with Xion. She seems to be in a lot better shape than me. | ||
We had ice cream together, something we hadn't done in a while.'' | :''We had ice cream together, something we hadn't done in a while.'' | ||
===Day 322: Another Dream=== | ===Day 322: Another Dream=== | ||
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:''She's a puppet? A mirror that reflects me? He's talking nonsense. I can't trust | :''She's a puppet? A mirror that reflects me? He's talking nonsense. I can't trust | ||
him anymore.'' | :''him anymore.'' | ||
===Day 354: Who Am I?=== | ===Day 354: Who Am I?=== | ||
:''I don't understand the Organization. I don't understand Axel...I understand | :''I don't understand the Organization. I don't understand Axel...I understand | ||
myself least of all. Why do I keep coming back to the castle?'' | :''myself least of all. Why do I keep coming back to the castle?'' | ||
:''Me and Xion are special, connected by "Sora." If she's a puppet, maybe I am, | :''Me and Xion are special, connected by "Sora." If she's a puppet, maybe I am, | ||
too.'' | :''too.'' | ||
:''I don't know what I am.'' | :''I don't know what I am.'' |
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