Secret Reports

358/2 Days Secret Reports DAY 7 — SIGNIFICANCE OF EXISTENCE A name gives meaning to a living thing, significance to an existence. In order to make this new power certain, we carried out the replica plan. Even to the doll ‘No. 1’ that started moving, a new name is necessary. Perhaps that name will become the significance of existence for ‘No. 1’. Day 8 — Roxas (The writer uses masculine “I”, assumed it’s Axel) New faces have come in one after the other. #13 is Roxas and #14 is Xion. Today my mission was to teach basic things to Roxas. From the day Roxas first came to the Organization, it feels like I’ve been made to be the one who takes care of him for some reason. It’s been like that since day 1, but, he’s kind of a vague guy. AHH well, he seems pretty able, so it seems like he’ll be a good partner. Day 9 — As Supposed Now, Xion is still in test period. On the other side, Roxas is in a training period. Until Xion can move reliably, she ought to avoid contact with Roxas as much as possible. Vexen is saying that perhaps even within 10 days Xion will come to be able to display those abilities. I expect that Marluxia is watching the movements of the ‘Keyblade Hero’. Day 23 — Research Log 326 The plan is nearly going well. Concerning the most superior replica, ‘No. 1’, it is going almost too smoothly. The other that we couldn’t acquire a number for was brought to Castle Oblivion, with the plan to do further research with it. These replicas, at least isn’t it okay to call them special nobodies? Day 74 — Xion’s Face To be frank, I didn’t understand why Roxas got so involved with Xion, who always has her hood up and never shows her face. Sure, they’re both newcomers and have many similar points, but she’s a companion who leaves her face hidden. But today, I saw Xion’s face for the first time. Suddenly, Xion took her hood off. That face resembles Namine. Day 118 — the one who’s changed… (Assumed Axel) When I’m talking with Roxas and Xion, I remember my time as a human. Various memories of my childhood come back to me, and I get some kind of weird feeling. You’d think I could talk to Saix in the same way, but, weirdly enough I don’t feel like that when talking to him. It’s only a strangely fond thought. It’s not me who’s changed… it’s you. Day 172 — the Words Meaning There should be another side to Saix’s words. Why doesn’t Xion qualify as a member of the Organization? Saix said ‘it’s as it looks’. By that is he talking about how she looks like Namine? I can’t think there’s no connection between Xion and Namine. Who’s nobody is Xion, in the first place? What is Saix hiding? Day 255 — The Final Stage (The writer uses regular “I”, watashi) I expect Xion’s figure has come to look different in accordance with that connection. Saix can’t see Xion as anything other than a doll. The plan is approaching the final stage. Through Roxas, Xion will copy the hero reliably. The evidence is that sometimes I am starting to see him in Xion. Day 321 — My Place (The writer uses feminine “I”, atashi, assumed it’s Xion) Axel is always helping me. That means he felt like helping me again. How long has Axel known about me? When we met in Castle Oblivion, maybe he already knew about me. Axel said to me to think for myself. I was really happy. But since then, my power has gotten much stronger. And so, Roxas’ power is surely getting weaker. Surely I’m not allowed to exist any longer. Who said that nobodies aren’t allowed to exist? Surely I’m the one who’s really not allowed to exist. But, you know, at the end I want to be useful to Axel and Roxas, even just a little. The boy I saw today is probably the Sora in my memories. Day 352 — What I Ought To Do (Assumed its Xion) Riku gave me this time. Axel was the one who told me to think. The Organization is clearly trying to get me to eliminate Roxas. Surely it can’t be excused that Roxas and I exist at the same time. I like Roxas and Axel. I think Saix would laugh at that thought, and say that these are fake emotions made from my memories. But, I liked the time I spent on top of the clock tower with Roxas and Axel. It’d be nice if we could always be together as three people. But, it’s got to end already. I won’t forget today’s sunset, no matter what. Even if Roxas and Axel forget, I won’t forget