User:RoxasXIIILK

RoxasXIIILK is Online   Journal Entry: MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE EVERYONE!!!!

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Hello everyone, I am RoxasXIIILK but please just call me Roxas. The XIIILK gets redundant rather quickly. I am 17 years old and I live in Melrose, Massachusetts. As you can very plainly see I am a HUGE fan of Roxas and I am also a pretty big fan of Ventus and Organization XIII. I love Kingdom Hearts with all my heart! I know so much about the series and everything in it. I would say everything but I don’t want to sound like a snob. If there was one other thing I would like to quickly say about myself it would be that I am a GREAT person and an even better friend! I’m not kidding when I say I would do anything for a friend. Out of everything in this world I have to say that friendship, honesty, and honor have to be the things I treasure the most. So that being said if anyone ever would like to talk to me or ask me for help or anything else feel free!

The Beginning: Kingdom Hearts
My history with Kingdom Hearts begins all the way back in 3rd grade. I remember when the first game came out; the school year had just started and I had just transferred to a new school and knew no one. I was a total stranger... obvious to say I hated it. Anyway when I saw the commercials for the game I was quickly taken by all the Disney characters and wanted the game so badly. But unfortunately, back then I didn't have a PS2, so I couldn't get it. However when Christmas came around I got a PS2 which I was EXTATIC about. Unfortunately by that time, the struggles of the new school life had made me forget about the game long before Christmas. You see my parents were quite adamant that the PS2 was a lot of money and… well… I didn't think they'd ever buy it. So with all the problems arising in school, who can really blame me for forgetting about a game I probably wasn't even going to be able to get. But regardless you can only imagine how shocked I was when I opened my presents and saw the PS2 sitting there! But since I had forgotten about Kingdom Hearts obviously I didn't ask for it. However, about a month or two later at my cousin's birthday party, her brother was playing Kingdom Hearts. At that moment I remembered the game and asked him about it. He told me all about the game and how it wasn't only linked to Disney but this game series called Final Fantasy. I had no idea what that was at the time but it didn't really matter to me either. To show me more of the game he started a new game with me and right away I loved it! When I had to go he let me barrow both the game and his memory card to continue playing. As I continued to play I got more and more into the story and how fun it was. Needless to say, I ended up buying the game for myself and continued. After I beat it I eventually went back, beat Kurt Zisa and Phantom and got the Ultimate Weapon. Afterwards I just ran around destroying Heartless and having fun with the tournaments.

Chain of Memories
On my birthday of the same year my mom got me Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories. The game was very different for me. Seeing as the battle system was completely different and the game itself was on a Gameboy instead of a big T.V screen. It took me a long time to be able to beat it due to the fact that many of the bosses like Riku and Marluxia were extremely hard for me. After I finally beat Sora’s story, Reverse Rebirth was pretty easy for me. After I beat that I continued playing Kingdom Hearts 1 because I found it was MUCH more fun than CoM was.

The Turning Point: Kingdom Hears II
It was now 6th grade and I had heard about the new Kingdom Hearts game coming out March 28th. I absolutely couldn’t wait to get it! When it finally did come out, I got to the store, bought it and played non-stop. I was immediately taken by the game and loved it. Naturally I grew to enjoy KH2 even more than KH1. Everything about it and as I continued playing I grew more and more attached. However, in 7th grade my life went down the drain due to my school life. It only got worse in 8th grade. These two years easily were the worst years of my life. Through all of this it got to the point where I shut myself away from everything in an attempt to solve my problems. I was extremely depressed until it got to a point where I built a wall so monstrous around me that I was smothered by it. But one thing was my glimmering light in the deep dark abyss during this time; Kingdom Hearts. I know that sounds weird but it’s just that it gave me something to come home to and have fun with. I could sit there and play the game and not get judged, made fun of, or have to deal with anyone else. It was pretty much the only thing in my life that wouldn’t hate me at that point. Everyone else hated me for everything, no matter what. The simple concept of being able to come home and be myself was great! But anyways, ever since then I’ve always lived and breathed Kingdom Hearts. From then on I also made it a goal to learn everything I could about the series instead of simply playing the game non-stop and be a pro at it. I constantly researched everything I could about the series and anything I didn’t understand fully and completely about it.

Re: Chain of Memories
Later on I bought Kingdom Hearts Re: Chain of Memories. Overall I felt Re: CoM was 110% better than the original CoM in every possible aspect. It actually had cutscenes, voice acting AND you finaly get to hear what the five Organization XIII members Vexen, Lexaeus, Zexion, Marluxia and Larxene sound like. You also gain a MUCH better feel for their character as a lot is lost when they do not actually “talk” and they just stand there as a sprite. Overall I very much enjoyed the game and due to the fact that I beat the original it was fairly easy to beat. By the time I got this game I had found the Kingdom Hearts Wiki and always read it to expand my knowledge.

358/2 Days
From the moment I saw the plotline for Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days I couldn’t wait for it to come. Ever since 7th and 8th grade Roxas had been growing stronger and strong in my heart. By then he was in full bloom. So naturally since the entire game revolved around his full story I absolutely could not wait to get it. Come September I was starting school again as I counted down the days till Days came out. However I had been transferred to Melrose from Somerville, I was again a complete stranger in an entire school of people I did not know at all. But none-the-less, 25 days later Days came out and I bought the game game that very day. I of course got right to playing it when I got it. It’s DEFINITELY without a doubt my favorite game in the entire series due to the fact that it tells Roxas’s entire story from his birth to his capture which I love! Also, it features the Organization which I also like. I feel the game gives you a much better sense of the members’ personalities and whatnot which again I love. Not to mention you can play as each of them in mission mode which is totally frickin epic! When I beat it I went right to getting the 255 Challenge Sigils and 358 Mission Crowns and reach Level 100 and any other challenges in the game. I finally achieved this and was very proud of myself. As I played the game I realized more and more of just how similar me and Roxas really are. This created that much more of a stronger bond to him. After all, he’s the one that really pulled me out of my slum. I saw his struggles and how he faced them head on and I decided if he could survive then so could I.

Birth by Sleep
As the school year was coming to an end I was anxious for the new game in the Series Kingdom Hearts Birth by Sleep. I had read anything on the game that I could as a growing curiosity developed. I was discouraged however, at the fact that the game was exclusively for the PSP, which was a system I did not have. My cousin thankfully, said that he would let me borrow his PSP with the game when he was done with it. So for the entire summer I waited for the game to come out as more and more information was posted. Finally came September along with the new school year and 7 days till BBS came out. On the 7th my cousin got the game and then began the waiting for him to be done with it. On the 12th I decided to join the wiki after a while of contemplation. After a long time of waiting, I finally got the game and PSP from him on Thanksgiving. I absolutely loved playing it! The battle system is definitely the best of all the games! It was wicked fun to play every step of the way! Beating Ven’s story was definitely the most fun for me as he is so quick, has really cool moves and he’s Ven. Terra although wicked slow was very strong. Playing as Terra for me was not as fun as Ven but it was still good.

http://img710.imageshack.us/img710/8854/roxassymbolsmall.png My Favorite Character Forever and Always: Roxas http://img710.imageshack.us/img710/8854/roxassymbolsmall.png
Roxas is by far my all time favorite character in the Kingdom Hearts Universe. I am absolutely obsessed with him, and have been ever since 7th and 8th grade. As I mentioned; my 7th and 8th grade years were easily the worst years of my life. During that time I was relentlessly picked on and hated by everyone in my grade because I was different from them. In their eyes I was a Goth because I wore a lot of black, I was a freak because I didn’t like sports, and I was impossible to be around because I listened to different music than they did. Over time I just crumbled into depression and put as much distance from them and me as possible but it made no difference. Eventually I got so depressed that all my emotions literally melted away. I didn’t feel sad, happy; anything. Also as I said before, during this time I played KH2 a lot which kept me out of complete detachment from reality. It was at this point in time that I started developing a bond to Roxas. He was treated like nothing; like he didn’t exist. This was just like I felt. I was treated like dirt every day. I was a ghost in their perfect little lives. I watched them all sit with friends and laugh and have such a good time at lunch and recess as I sat by myself, alone, without anyone to be with. I hated it and it made me feel like a Nobody; like I didn’t even exist. It’s for this reason I started growing a bond to Roxas. It was Roxas that helped me get through those tuff years. I thought if he could make it through without breaking down and killing himself then so could I. So I pushed on and persevered through it. In the end, I was so much stronger than I was and I owe it all to Roxas. I know you may feel that it is extremely weird that I idolize Roxas but try to see it in my eyes. Never ever make comments like that about someone until you’ve walking in their shoes. You never know how someone else’s life is because it’s not your life; it’s theirs. Anyway I wear a Roxas pendant everyday to symbolize what I went through and survived thanks to Roxas. Again you may think I’m weird for thinking all that but don’t judge. As I learned more and more about Roxas I felt more and more attached to him until I started to act just like him and I still do. I’m not kidding when I say I’m obsessed with the guy. He’s awesome to me and if someone insults him I get all defensive. It’s kinda funny actually. I even love the number 13 it is my total favorite number. But bottom line Roxas is my hero, again don’t judge.

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Unlike my personality, I don’t look much like Roxas really. I do however have awesome blues eyes like him and the same body build. I have slightly curly dirty blond hair and I’m about 5’10”. My usual wear is a t-shirt, pants and a hoodie if it’s cold. I usually wear band shirts or my Nobody emblem shirt. I ALWAYS wear my Roxas pedant all the time. I also wear a Roxas wristband as well.

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As I said before my personality is a lot like Roxas’s. First off, I have an extreme devotion to my friends. I will do just about anything for them and if someone is giving them problems it’s the quickest way to make me snap. When surrounded with good company I am always very happy, carefree and immensely kind. I am honest an extremely good friend in all aspects. However I do have a deep dark side. In reality I am quite short-tempered especially on certain topics. I won’t snap in anger right away but it’s not very hard at all to irritate me. This however does not go for here or for friends. Here I am extremely easy to get along with and I will never show anger unless it’s been prompted several times. However when I actually get ‘’’really’’’ mad I get ‘’’MAD’’’. It’s never pretty and I would never suggest you even try to get me like that. When I get like that everything goes and my being is focused on my rage toward whatever the fuel is. I don’t like to be “told” what to do. I am very independent especially when I’m surrounded by people I don’t know. When I’m in that sort of situation I opt to seclude myself and be alone. When I have to be like that however I’m very unhappy. I will also say I am pretty smart. Not a genius but still pretty smart. Overall I have many rough spots but in the end, I’m really I very good person.

==http://img710.imageshack.us/img710/8854/roxassymbolsmall.pngWhich Organization XIII Member Am I Most Like?http://img710.imageshack.us/img710/8854/roxassymbolsmall.png==

I. Xemnas
 * [  ] You are the leader most of the time.
 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You like black.
 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You wished/wish you were someone else.
 * [  ] You don't listen to others.
 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You like doing research.
 * DaysXemnasHappy.png]]TOTAL:[[File:Nobody.pngNobody.pngNobody.png

II. Xigbar


 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You have bad eyesight.
 * [  ] You like throwing things aon t others when angry.
 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You wish you were able to teleport.
 * [  ] You wear your hair in a ponytail.
 * [  ] You have/wish you had a gun.
 * DaysXigbarHappy.png]]TOTAL:[[File:Nobody.pngNobody.png

III. Xaldin


 * [  ] You like windy days.
 * [  ] You have tried to steal something precious from someone.
 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You like dragons.
 * [  ] You have/like dreadlocks.
 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You've tried to anger someone on purpose.
 * DaysXaldinHappy.png]]TOTAL:[[File:Nobody.pngNobody.png

‎ IV. Vexen


 * [  ] You are disrespected by the young ones.
 * [  ] Someone has already considered you a traitor.
 * [  ] You are the oldest of your group.
 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You like experiments.
 * [  ] You like cold days.
 * DaysVexenTalk.png]]TOTAL:[[File:Nobody.png

V. Lexaeus


 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You are not very talkative.
 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You like brain games.
 * [  ] People are afraid of you because of your appearance.
 * [  ] You prefer heavy weapons rather than light ones.
 * [  ] You are very strong, physically speaking.
 * DaysLexaeusHappy.png]]TOTAL:[[File:Nobody.pngNobody.png

‎ VI. Zexion


 * [  ] You love reading.
 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You are not very sociable.
 * [  ] You are one of the shortest of your group.
 * [  ] You have a very sensible nose.
 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You like to elude others.
 * DaysZexionHappy.png]]TOTAL:[[File:Nobody.pngNobody.png

‎ VII. Saïx


 * [  ] You have double-personality issues.
 * [  ] You are more active during night rather than day.
 * [  ] You like werewolves.
 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] Your superior trusts you.
 * [  ] You have a scar on your face.
 * DaysSaixTalk.png]]TOTAL:[[File:Nobody.png

‎ VIII. Axel


 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You are somewhat a pyromaniac.
 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You care deeply for your best friends.
 * [  ] You are a two-face when you need to be.
 * [  ] You don't like when people don't remember your name.
 * [  ] You have a very fiery personality.
 * DaysAxelHappy.png]]TOTAL:[[File:Nobody.pngNobody.png

IX. Demyx


 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You like music.
 * [  ] You know how to play a guitar.
 * [  ] You like rainy days.
 * [  ] You like swimming.
 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You are usually a very happy person.
 * DaysDemyxHappy.png]]TOTAL:[[File:Nobody.pngNobody.png

X. Luxord


 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You like playing cards.
 * [  ] You like to gamble.
 * [  ] Your favorite color is gold.
 * [  ] You have stolen money from others.
 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You have/wished you could curse someone.
 * DaysLuxordHappy.png]]TOTAL: [[File:Nobody.pngNobody.png

‎ XI. Marluxia


 * [  ] You like pink.
 * [  ] You like flowers.
 * [  ] You are plotting to overthrow your superior.
 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You were betrayed by someone.
 * [  ] You are a bit of a flamboyant person.
 * DaysMarluxiaShocked.png]]TOTAL:[[File:Nobody.png

‎ XII. Larxene


 * [  ] You're the only female in your group.
 * [  ] You like storms.
 * [  ] You're pretty agile.
 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You like to mock others.
 * [  ] You think ninjas are cool.
 * DaysLarxeneTalk.png]]TOTAL:[[File:Nobody.png

‎ XIII. Roxas


 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You love ice cream.
 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You are the youngest of your group.
 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You think people are hiding something from you.
 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You usually have strange dreams involving people you've never met.
 * [ [[File:Roxas's Symbol small.png]] ] You prefer afternoons rather than nights and mornings.
 * DaysRoxasHappy2.png]]TOTAL: [[File:Nobody.pngNobody.pngNobody.pngNobody.pngNobody.png

‎I'M MOST LIKE ROXAS YAAAAAAAY!!!! =D

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I am VERY AWESOMELY proud of my talk bubbles! As you know Roxas is my favorite character, so I just HAD to have a complete set of Roxas talk bubbles. I also like Ventus a lot because he is also awesome, so I made a set of Ven bubbles. When I finally play BBS the Ven quotes might change and if there's more Ven sprites that are put on this site more will be added. These are just soooo fun to make and use hahaha. When I first came on here and didn't have any I got so annoyed with the same boring look of my messages. But now, well you tell me; are they boring in any way? I think not. Roxas's Template

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My experience with editing pictures goes back to my Freshmin year. I took a class called computer art. There, we were taught how to use a program called Photoshop which is used to edit pictures. During the year I learned how to use each tool and feature on the program. I ended up liking the program and bought it for myself. Ever since I have been playing with the program to better understand how to use it effectively. By the looks at the pictures below I do believe I have become quite successful to that end! If there's anything anyone would like me to make for them please contact me and say so and I'll be happy to assist you!

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